{"id":10313,"date":"2023-11-03T09:46:17","date_gmt":"2023-11-03T09:46:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/?p=10313"},"modified":"2024-12-07T04:36:59","modified_gmt":"2024-12-07T04:36:59","slug":"the-end","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/?p=10313","title":{"rendered":"THE END: Nope\u2026 All Things Pass"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"410\" height=\"612\" src=\"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/img_3365-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-10312\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/img_3365-1.jpg 410w, http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/img_3365-1-201x300.jpg 201w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 410px) 100vw, 410px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Much more than half in love with easeful death\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>FOOTNOTE<\/strong>: (8\/2\/\u201824)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Well, I\u2019m still here. But I posted the above, fairly obviously, in a moment of deep dark depression. such moments have been too frequent, alas, in my life. And in the last year they\u2019ve plumbed new depths. Prior to this I only really thought about suicide. But in the last 12-18 months I\u2019ve attempted it. Twice. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s kind of embarrassing to leave this post in public view. But I feel that I ought to. Such things are, sadly, a part of many people\u2019s lives. And sometimes their deaths. And having this out in the open might help someone, be that me, or whoever, to see that such things usually pass. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Much more than half in love with easeful death\u2026 FOOTNOTE: (8\/2\/\u201824) Well, I\u2019m still here. But I posted the above, fairly obviously, in a moment of deep dark depression. such moments have been too frequent, alas, in my life. And in the last year they\u2019ve plumbed new depths. Prior to this I only really thought &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/?p=10313\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;THE END: Nope\u2026 All Things Pass&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paGwUa-2Gl","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10313"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10313"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10313\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25219,"href":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10313\/revisions\/25219"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10313"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10313"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sebpalmer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10313"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}