Hannah very kindly offered to have us or me around, this weekend. Teresa stayed home. I accepted the invite. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hannah and the girls (Ali and Sofi) drove over to March, and collected me. We then went back, had a pizza supper, and I crashed out. I awoke about 9pm, and promptly went to bed. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I slept about 12-14 hours. This felt good at the time. After about a week of not sleeping pretty much at all at night. But mayhap I \u00fcber-slept?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anyway, back home, and I can\u2019t fucking sleep, again. I\u2019ve now drunk the last bit of alcohol – a small glass of red wine (a nice Rioja, as it happens) – not for pleasure, but in another failed attempt to knock myself out. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
My only consolation is that I now have no more alcohol left in the home to abuse. But meanwhile, it\u2019s 4.30am, on another sleepless night. I\u2019m becoming one of those zombies I once encountered, working a night shift cleaning job in a shelter for the homeless. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And sleepless nights inevitably bring on my \u2018get off the bus\u2019 line of thought. Gaaarghhh!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hannah very kindly offered to have us or me around, this weekend. Teresa stayed home. I accepted the invite. Hannah and the girls (Ali and Sofi) drove over to March, and collected me. We then went back, had a pizza supper, and I crashed out. I awoke about 9pm, and promptly went to bed. I … <\/p>\n